As I sit back relax listening to the radio, I am stunned to hear the same darn songs, how can one get their mind right and their money when all the songs are telling you to spend it, telling people how you're spending it and um how tall one should be "Shorty!" I think, anywho that is not my real reason for writing this blog, I just caught a feeling of starting it off this way, hey it's my blog so I am free to do what I want to at least for right now..
Okay my question to everyone is What's really going on people and I ask this question because of all the MESS that is going on around this planet we know as EARTH! Just when you thought you could make sense of things, bam , something much more bizzare is slapped in your face..
I'm sadden about the Newark, NJ youths being shot, killed and one survivor, I am sick of hearing people talking more mess and deceiving people for their own good, I am sick of hearing of one putting the mega pastors on blast and writing books claiming to expose the false PROPHETS, well if one was so concern about helping people what are they looking to gain from writing these books and putting a price tag on it, can we say for PROFITS, then I am so sick of hearing about so-called leaders voice their fake concerns about the communities when all they are concerned with is their next paycheck, I am so sick of others claiming having to be part of the problem but somehow they are part of the solution only because they have joined forces with a what use to be a respectable organization at one given time, darnit thank goodness I take my medicine to keep me sane, hey that's the Word! You know as I read the Bible more and more and as I am getting more understanding everything that is happening as I type is suppose to happen..Even when I sat back and thought about my own past and people I have encountered and betrayed me, hey get use to it, these things are suppose to happen, it's already written, we just have to be smart enough to know whom to choose to be in our circle, even when one mate decides to cheat, hey that too is already written, remember life is about a series of issues...Oh yeah it also stated that when you have riches and goods you will encounter ssooo many friends, hear what I am saying, however when your riches and money is gone so are those so-called friends.. get with the program, this is all suppose to happen, if you take the time to READ for yourself and get the understanding many more people would be able to handle any circumstances which arise, because without FAITH, man will be DESTROYED!
So saying all of that, I ask again, What's really going on PEOPLE? It's time to stop, look and listen to your inner spirit, not your parents, spouse, friends, associates or even your so-called Christian brothers and sisters. It's time for you to get in tune with YOUR INNER SPIRIT and make some major changes as to which way you're going to choose to live your life! Too many options are given to us today, which has made what seems ole' so right , turn into be ole' so wrong! Don't be deceived today, get in the right lane! It has been said that the light and dark can be seen in ones EYES, it's time to look one another STRAIGHT in the EYES and recognize the person you're REALLY dealing with!
Be careful as to what you allow your eyes to see, your ears to hear and your heart to receive! Your mind is a terrible thing to abuse! No time for excuses, make today your day for receiving your BREAKTHROUGH! I am merely a Child of God and a Messenger, don't label me as anything other without my permission!
Much love and respect,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* I'm a teamplayer, however I'm allergic to cliques! *
Friday, August 10, 2007
What's Really Going On People?
As I sit back relax listening to the radio, I am stunned to hear the same darn songs, how can one get their mind right and their money when all the songs are telling you to spend it, telling people how you're spending it and um how tall one should be "Shorty!" I think, anywho that is not my real reason for writing this blog, I just caught a feeling of starting it off this way, hey it's my blog so I am free to do what I want to at least for right now..
Okay my question to everyone is What's really going on people and I ask this question because of all the MESS that is going on around this planet we know as EARTH! Just when you thought you could make sense of things, bam , something much more bizzare is slapped in your face..
I'm sadden about the Newark, NJ youths being shot, killed and one survivor, I am sick of hearing people talking more mess and deceiving people for their own good, I am sick of hearing of one putting the mega pastors on blast and writing books claiming to expose the false PROPHETS, well if one was so concern about helping people what are they looking to gain from writing these books and putting a price tag on it, can we say for PROFITS, then I am so sick of hearing about so-called leaders voice their fake concerns about the communities when all they are concerned with is their next paycheck, I am so sick of others claiming having to be part of the problem but somehow they are part of the solution only because they have joined forces with a what use to be a respectable organization at one given time, darnit thank goodness I take my medicine to keep me sane, hey that's the Word! You know as I read the Bible more and more and as I am getting more understanding everything that is happening as I type is suppose to happen..Even when I sat back and thought about my own past and people I have encountered and betrayed me, hey get use to it, these things are suppose to happen, it's already written, we just have to be smart enough to know whom to choose to be in our circle, even when one mate decides to cheat, hey that too is already written, remember life is about a series of issues...Oh yeah it also stated that when you have riches and goods you will encounter ssooo many friends, hear what I am saying, however when your riches and money is gone so are those so-called friends.. get with the program, this is all suppose to happen, if you take the time to READ for yourself and get the understanding many more people would be able to handle any circumstances which arise, because without FAITH, man will be DESTROYED!
So saying all of that, I ask again, What's really going on PEOPLE? It's time to stop, look and listen to your inner spirit, not your parents, spouse, friends, associates or even your so-called Christian brothers and sisters. It's time for you to get in tune with YOUR INNER SPIRIT and make some major changes as to which way you're going to choose to live your life! Too many options are given to us today, which has made what seems ole' so right , turn into be ole' so wrong! Don't be deceived today, get in the right lane! It has been said that the light and dark can be seen in ones EYES, it's time to look one another STRAIGHT in the EYES and recognize the person you're REALLY dealing with!
Be careful as to what you allow your eyes to see, your ears to hear and your heart to receive! Your mind is a terrible thing to abuse! No time for excuses, make today your day for receiving your BREAKTHROUGH! I am merely a Child of God and a Messenger, don't label me as anything other without my permission!
Much love and respect,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* I'm a teamplayer, however I'm allergic to cliques! *
Okay my question to everyone is What's really going on people and I ask this question because of all the MESS that is going on around this planet we know as EARTH! Just when you thought you could make sense of things, bam , something much more bizzare is slapped in your face..
I'm sadden about the Newark, NJ youths being shot, killed and one survivor, I am sick of hearing people talking more mess and deceiving people for their own good, I am sick of hearing of one putting the mega pastors on blast and writing books claiming to expose the false PROPHETS, well if one was so concern about helping people what are they looking to gain from writing these books and putting a price tag on it, can we say for PROFITS, then I am so sick of hearing about so-called leaders voice their fake concerns about the communities when all they are concerned with is their next paycheck, I am so sick of others claiming having to be part of the problem but somehow they are part of the solution only because they have joined forces with a what use to be a respectable organization at one given time, darnit thank goodness I take my medicine to keep me sane, hey that's the Word! You know as I read the Bible more and more and as I am getting more understanding everything that is happening as I type is suppose to happen..Even when I sat back and thought about my own past and people I have encountered and betrayed me, hey get use to it, these things are suppose to happen, it's already written, we just have to be smart enough to know whom to choose to be in our circle, even when one mate decides to cheat, hey that too is already written, remember life is about a series of issues...Oh yeah it also stated that when you have riches and goods you will encounter ssooo many friends, hear what I am saying, however when your riches and money is gone so are those so-called friends.. get with the program, this is all suppose to happen, if you take the time to READ for yourself and get the understanding many more people would be able to handle any circumstances which arise, because without FAITH, man will be DESTROYED!
So saying all of that, I ask again, What's really going on PEOPLE? It's time to stop, look and listen to your inner spirit, not your parents, spouse, friends, associates or even your so-called Christian brothers and sisters. It's time for you to get in tune with YOUR INNER SPIRIT and make some major changes as to which way you're going to choose to live your life! Too many options are given to us today, which has made what seems ole' so right , turn into be ole' so wrong! Don't be deceived today, get in the right lane! It has been said that the light and dark can be seen in ones EYES, it's time to look one another STRAIGHT in the EYES and recognize the person you're REALLY dealing with!
Be careful as to what you allow your eyes to see, your ears to hear and your heart to receive! Your mind is a terrible thing to abuse! No time for excuses, make today your day for receiving your BREAKTHROUGH! I am merely a Child of God and a Messenger, don't label me as anything other without my permission!
Much love and respect,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* I'm a teamplayer, however I'm allergic to cliques! *
Sunday, April 29, 2007
WHAT! (WATCH HATERS AROUND TODAY)
Um, Um, Um, I got a feeling, that I have been appointed, anointed and allowed to be BOLD today, tomorrow and everyday afterwards! My subject came about because of some personal experiences of mine in my recent months and I must say that I am GRATEFUL & HUMBLE to have a DISCERNING SPIRIT! If you would have caught me right before Thanksgiving 2005 you would have caught much of my alter ego! Well, today, I can say that I am much more swifter to HEAR and slow to SPEAK! I now react to PEOPLE, PLACES & THINGS DIFFERENTLY!
So as I delivered my introduction let me be the first to let you know that my WHAT!(WATCH HATERS AROUND TODAY) is a must PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT! LOL.. Yes I continue to keep my sense of humor because it's a sign of healing..You should try that instead of frowning and getting angry, believe me it helps! Anyway, I had a situation for about a couple of weeks and I spoke about it and told the subjects involved how I am. I also NOTED that I am a DIFFERENT KIND OF LADY, LOL. Anywho after testing the subjects spirits, my discerning spirit told me to REMOVE myself and get out of the WAY! You see EVERYBODY wants something FROM YOU, and I am here to LET YOU KNOW that YOU TOO can be BOLD and ASK UP-FRONT WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? AMEN!
Yes, I know it's a VERY BOLD MOVE, however if you're not FILLED with the RIGHT INGREDIENTS IT MAY FEEL OUT OF CHARACTER FOR YOU, SO I ADVISE YOU TO WAIT UNTIL YOU HAVE BEEN APPOINTED AND INSTILLED WITH THE PROPER TOOLS! Let me make it CLEAR that my CHARACTER is not about BREAKING ONES ESTEEM DOWN, HOWEVR TO LIFT IT UP BY TELLING THE TRUTH, SEE MY CHARACTER IS NOT ABOUT DECEIVING ONE TO GET WHAT I WANT BECAUSE GOD HAS SUPPLIED MY EVERY NEEDS AND ALSO IT'S NOT IN MY CHARACTER TO CHASE BEHIND SOMEONE TO HAVE THEM ACCEPT ME NOR WANT TO BE AROUND ME! IF someone comes into your path and is genuine with their walk, then I demand you respect them.. Yes remember I can be BOLD I have been appointed and anointed! IF someone comes in your path and is able to read you through your make-up, masks, cover-ups, cars, nice homes and a wallet full of resources then you need not to run away from them, however run to them, at least keep them close. We as a whole continuously allow ourselves to be attracted to the B.S. (Bad Seeds) that when one comes with the G.S. (Godly Seeds) then they become a MESS ( Missing Every Spiritual Seeds), dang, now that was a great one Holy Spirit, lol..
Anywho, I am just speaking what has been placed in my spirit to lead someone other than myself on the RIGHT PATH to LIGHT (LIVING IN GOD'S HANDS TODAY)! I am just the messenger and I can't save you nor deliver however it's my responsibility to let you know if you're walking down the wrong path. Remember back in the days they were known as VILLAGES! So as I don't allow my EMOTIONS to take over ME, I TAKE CONTROL OF MY EMOTIONS, I say thank you dearly for those that love me sincerely from my inner spirit to my outer appearance. I also thank thoses that have spent time with me and I told you my goals and future plans and you turned your BACKS! I also wanted to thank my newcomers of FRIENDS & ASSOCIATES for allowing me in your SPACE (Spirit). Remember it was not that long ago we wrote to you all asking to meet us at the CROSSROADS!
Today, I, Tonya E. has the RIGHT to ask anyone that wishes to be in MY SPACE (SPIRIT) WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT FROM ME?! JESUS CHRIST DID AND HE DIED FOR MY SINS! THEN IF HE IS ME AND WENT THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH, THEN I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE INSURED AS TO WHOM I HAVE AROUND ME. I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH TELLING YOU MY INTENTIONS, SO WHY HAVE THE TRUTH FROM WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME?
LET THE TRUTH BE TOLD AND SPREAD! NO MORE TIME FOR DECEITFULNESS! IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY, HOW MANY OF YOUR SO-CALLED FRIENDS WOULD BE AROUND YOU TODAY?
CROSSROAD MEETING IS AT THE TIME YOU'RE GRANTED ANOTHER DAY! YOUR DAILY EXPERIENCES OF CROSSING ONES PATH IS IN THE CONTROL OF YOU! CHOOSE YOUR PATHS CAREFULLY AND HUMBLY! GOD IS ALWAYS WATCHING TO LIFT YOU UP AND WELL HATERS THEY'RE WATCHING TO WAIT FOR YOU TO FALL! PICK YOUR SPIRITS CAREFUL! DON'T GET STARTLED THE NEXT TIME YOU HEAR THE WORD "WHAT" JUST BE PREPARED TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS!
I pray that someone was able to receive from my experience and message being delivered straight from my inner spirit. I don't profess to know it all, however I don't have a problem with telling you like it is! Why should you listen to me? Why should you allow your eyes to fed your inner spirit with my words? Why even take the time to correspond to anyone? I tell you why because we were CREATED to be JUST AS WE ARE, HUMAN BEINGS LIVING THROUGH OUR SPIRITUAL BEINGS!!!!!!!!!!
The next time you seek out counseling from a friend ask them how is their personal relationship with their HIGHER POWER? Sick leading the Sick is the results of um CANCER!
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
O.F.F. = ONLY FEAR FEARS!
So as I delivered my introduction let me be the first to let you know that my WHAT!(WATCH HATERS AROUND TODAY) is a must PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT! LOL.. Yes I continue to keep my sense of humor because it's a sign of healing..You should try that instead of frowning and getting angry, believe me it helps! Anyway, I had a situation for about a couple of weeks and I spoke about it and told the subjects involved how I am. I also NOTED that I am a DIFFERENT KIND OF LADY, LOL. Anywho after testing the subjects spirits, my discerning spirit told me to REMOVE myself and get out of the WAY! You see EVERYBODY wants something FROM YOU, and I am here to LET YOU KNOW that YOU TOO can be BOLD and ASK UP-FRONT WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? AMEN!
Yes, I know it's a VERY BOLD MOVE, however if you're not FILLED with the RIGHT INGREDIENTS IT MAY FEEL OUT OF CHARACTER FOR YOU, SO I ADVISE YOU TO WAIT UNTIL YOU HAVE BEEN APPOINTED AND INSTILLED WITH THE PROPER TOOLS! Let me make it CLEAR that my CHARACTER is not about BREAKING ONES ESTEEM DOWN, HOWEVR TO LIFT IT UP BY TELLING THE TRUTH, SEE MY CHARACTER IS NOT ABOUT DECEIVING ONE TO GET WHAT I WANT BECAUSE GOD HAS SUPPLIED MY EVERY NEEDS AND ALSO IT'S NOT IN MY CHARACTER TO CHASE BEHIND SOMEONE TO HAVE THEM ACCEPT ME NOR WANT TO BE AROUND ME! IF someone comes into your path and is genuine with their walk, then I demand you respect them.. Yes remember I can be BOLD I have been appointed and anointed! IF someone comes in your path and is able to read you through your make-up, masks, cover-ups, cars, nice homes and a wallet full of resources then you need not to run away from them, however run to them, at least keep them close. We as a whole continuously allow ourselves to be attracted to the B.S. (Bad Seeds) that when one comes with the G.S. (Godly Seeds) then they become a MESS ( Missing Every Spiritual Seeds), dang, now that was a great one Holy Spirit, lol..
Anywho, I am just speaking what has been placed in my spirit to lead someone other than myself on the RIGHT PATH to LIGHT (LIVING IN GOD'S HANDS TODAY)! I am just the messenger and I can't save you nor deliver however it's my responsibility to let you know if you're walking down the wrong path. Remember back in the days they were known as VILLAGES! So as I don't allow my EMOTIONS to take over ME, I TAKE CONTROL OF MY EMOTIONS, I say thank you dearly for those that love me sincerely from my inner spirit to my outer appearance. I also thank thoses that have spent time with me and I told you my goals and future plans and you turned your BACKS! I also wanted to thank my newcomers of FRIENDS & ASSOCIATES for allowing me in your SPACE (Spirit). Remember it was not that long ago we wrote to you all asking to meet us at the CROSSROADS!
Today, I, Tonya E. has the RIGHT to ask anyone that wishes to be in MY SPACE (SPIRIT) WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT FROM ME?! JESUS CHRIST DID AND HE DIED FOR MY SINS! THEN IF HE IS ME AND WENT THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH, THEN I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE INSURED AS TO WHOM I HAVE AROUND ME. I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH TELLING YOU MY INTENTIONS, SO WHY HAVE THE TRUTH FROM WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME?
LET THE TRUTH BE TOLD AND SPREAD! NO MORE TIME FOR DECEITFULNESS! IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY, HOW MANY OF YOUR SO-CALLED FRIENDS WOULD BE AROUND YOU TODAY?
CROSSROAD MEETING IS AT THE TIME YOU'RE GRANTED ANOTHER DAY! YOUR DAILY EXPERIENCES OF CROSSING ONES PATH IS IN THE CONTROL OF YOU! CHOOSE YOUR PATHS CAREFULLY AND HUMBLY! GOD IS ALWAYS WATCHING TO LIFT YOU UP AND WELL HATERS THEY'RE WATCHING TO WAIT FOR YOU TO FALL! PICK YOUR SPIRITS CAREFUL! DON'T GET STARTLED THE NEXT TIME YOU HEAR THE WORD "WHAT" JUST BE PREPARED TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS!
I pray that someone was able to receive from my experience and message being delivered straight from my inner spirit. I don't profess to know it all, however I don't have a problem with telling you like it is! Why should you listen to me? Why should you allow your eyes to fed your inner spirit with my words? Why even take the time to correspond to anyone? I tell you why because we were CREATED to be JUST AS WE ARE, HUMAN BEINGS LIVING THROUGH OUR SPIRITUAL BEINGS!!!!!!!!!!
The next time you seek out counseling from a friend ask them how is their personal relationship with their HIGHER POWER? Sick leading the Sick is the results of um CANCER!
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
O.F.F. = ONLY FEAR FEARS!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
The Life of An Invisible Woman Part 2 "Meet Me At the CrossRoad!"
Um, what a journey this has been, I tell you, it's not easy being me, lol, Lord knows, it's not easy being me, but I am glad I am who I am so that I can make some changes in paths of many lives that are scared to step outside the box! Well, any-who just in case you're wondering who I am and why I have not introduced myself, well it's because I have already did that in Part 1! Well, if you're reading this for the first time, well, let me just say that many know me as being "The Invisible Woman" and you will also get to know me as, "The Invisible Woman!"
So now that you know me, and I hope to get to know you today. Let me take you on my next stop as we enter into Part 2 and I ask, can you, "Meet Me At the CrossRoad!?"
Whew, well, I am going to get right to why I am asking you to meet me there! See we need to know the type of Crossing of Ones Path and at what season we're meeting. This series is so real because we cross people paths everyday! Follow me on this one, think about it, whether you're in your car, walking to the corner store, making a call to someone, dining at your favorite restuarant, or even going to the restroom, we're in each other paths! Have you ever thought of how your pattern of crossing was destined or even know it's purpose? I know I am about to go deeper, because I can, remember I am "The Invisible Woman" and my purpose is to bring LIGHT and LIFE into those which cross inner spirit and flesh path!
Take this journey with me, it was April 14, 2007 approximately 5:30 a.m. when I had awaken my assigned Flesh which is named Tonya E... Don't tell her that I am talking about her because she is trying to make sense of all the blessings that are being poured in her life right now and I have to allow her to go to her Father for direction. So act surprise when she comes to write about her revelation at her due season, anywho, let's get back to our truth sharing!
Okay, now so many Fleshes take for granted the people that cross their path that they miss so many Marks for their lives. See, each and every spirit that you come in crossing with has a purpose. See, visualize this, you're sitting at your favorite coffee shop and you're in a deep thought of a situation at hand in your life and the person sitting next to you decides out of the blue to start a conversation with you, and their position is seated on your right side. See you two are in lined with each other, follow me, it will make sense in a minute, see that person just so happens to speak something similar to what you're thinking about and you just so happen to be sitting in their line as well. Do you think this was just by chance, um, no, everything is in Divine Order. It's up to the Flesh to be in line with their assigned inner spirit, um, like me, lol, sorry I do have a sense of humor too!
You see, every spirit you have come in contact with from the day your Flesh was birth to this land known as EARTH, came with a PURPOSE. No FLESH is here by an ACCIDENT! Don't get me wrong every spirit is not healthy, however they serve a PURPOSE. You see when Jesus died for our sins on the Cross, the letter which he was Crucified on was in the shape of a lower case T (t), not in the letter form of X which so many Fleshes, like to replace as the unknown, oops I think I am about to go to deep for many, however, I can because remember I am the inner spirit of my Flesh and "I Am The Invisible Woman"... See, if you're in line with other spirits you should be in line with the letter (t) not (x).. Um, deep! Sometimes I scaress myself, then again no I don't because I know whose directing my path to tell my fellow inner spirits what they need to teach their assigned Fleshes!
So as my Flesh, Tonya E. is working to understand and accept all the Great Blessings her Father is releasing to her, she needs to know that she is on the RIGHT PATH! As she evaluate what has transpired to past three months and the last three weeks, she will come to understand that people has been removed out of her path because of Divine Order, and new people has been assigned to be in her PATH because of DIVINE ORDER... I have to Laugh, because my Flesh which you all know as Tonya E. is such a POWERFUL CHILD OF GOD! I know that she knows because I direct her decisions, I have to, because she has had her share of being in the DARK of being DECEIVED! Today, me, rather "The Invisible Woman" want to make sure that we too are in the lower case T (t) and not the letter X zone. Get to know your PURPOSE and POSITION and everything will line in DIVINE ORDER! Don't get it twisted, um there will be storms along your paths, however, you will be equipped with your Ammunition of Power to handle all the attacks! I should know because I am living within your Flesh everyday! Just ST(t)OP, LOOK and LIST(t)EN!
I ask that you re-evaluate the people you have in your space today and ask yourself which CrossRoad are they sitting? Please believe many are sitting in your X zone and you have to allow them to Exit your space, so that you too, or shall I say, your inner spirit will be in contact with those that are in your (t) zone of Strength, Wisdom, Knowledge, Faith and Power!
It's time to let go and get your inner spirit in order with your Flesh. Can I count on you inner spirit to direct your Flesh to the LIGHT (LIVING IN GOD'S HANDS TODAY!)? It's time to "Meet Me At the CrossRoad!"
So now that you know me, and I hope to get to know you today. Let me take you on my next stop as we enter into Part 2 and I ask, can you, "Meet Me At the CrossRoad!?"
Whew, well, I am going to get right to why I am asking you to meet me there! See we need to know the type of Crossing of Ones Path and at what season we're meeting. This series is so real because we cross people paths everyday! Follow me on this one, think about it, whether you're in your car, walking to the corner store, making a call to someone, dining at your favorite restuarant, or even going to the restroom, we're in each other paths! Have you ever thought of how your pattern of crossing was destined or even know it's purpose? I know I am about to go deeper, because I can, remember I am "The Invisible Woman" and my purpose is to bring LIGHT and LIFE into those which cross inner spirit and flesh path!
Take this journey with me, it was April 14, 2007 approximately 5:30 a.m. when I had awaken my assigned Flesh which is named Tonya E... Don't tell her that I am talking about her because she is trying to make sense of all the blessings that are being poured in her life right now and I have to allow her to go to her Father for direction. So act surprise when she comes to write about her revelation at her due season, anywho, let's get back to our truth sharing!
Okay, now so many Fleshes take for granted the people that cross their path that they miss so many Marks for their lives. See, each and every spirit that you come in crossing with has a purpose. See, visualize this, you're sitting at your favorite coffee shop and you're in a deep thought of a situation at hand in your life and the person sitting next to you decides out of the blue to start a conversation with you, and their position is seated on your right side. See you two are in lined with each other, follow me, it will make sense in a minute, see that person just so happens to speak something similar to what you're thinking about and you just so happen to be sitting in their line as well. Do you think this was just by chance, um, no, everything is in Divine Order. It's up to the Flesh to be in line with their assigned inner spirit, um, like me, lol, sorry I do have a sense of humor too!
You see, every spirit you have come in contact with from the day your Flesh was birth to this land known as EARTH, came with a PURPOSE. No FLESH is here by an ACCIDENT! Don't get me wrong every spirit is not healthy, however they serve a PURPOSE. You see when Jesus died for our sins on the Cross, the letter which he was Crucified on was in the shape of a lower case T (t), not in the letter form of X which so many Fleshes, like to replace as the unknown, oops I think I am about to go to deep for many, however, I can because remember I am the inner spirit of my Flesh and "I Am The Invisible Woman"... See, if you're in line with other spirits you should be in line with the letter (t) not (x).. Um, deep! Sometimes I scaress myself, then again no I don't because I know whose directing my path to tell my fellow inner spirits what they need to teach their assigned Fleshes!
So as my Flesh, Tonya E. is working to understand and accept all the Great Blessings her Father is releasing to her, she needs to know that she is on the RIGHT PATH! As she evaluate what has transpired to past three months and the last three weeks, she will come to understand that people has been removed out of her path because of Divine Order, and new people has been assigned to be in her PATH because of DIVINE ORDER... I have to Laugh, because my Flesh which you all know as Tonya E. is such a POWERFUL CHILD OF GOD! I know that she knows because I direct her decisions, I have to, because she has had her share of being in the DARK of being DECEIVED! Today, me, rather "The Invisible Woman" want to make sure that we too are in the lower case T (t) and not the letter X zone. Get to know your PURPOSE and POSITION and everything will line in DIVINE ORDER! Don't get it twisted, um there will be storms along your paths, however, you will be equipped with your Ammunition of Power to handle all the attacks! I should know because I am living within your Flesh everyday! Just ST(t)OP, LOOK and LIST(t)EN!
I ask that you re-evaluate the people you have in your space today and ask yourself which CrossRoad are they sitting? Please believe many are sitting in your X zone and you have to allow them to Exit your space, so that you too, or shall I say, your inner spirit will be in contact with those that are in your (t) zone of Strength, Wisdom, Knowledge, Faith and Power!
It's time to let go and get your inner spirit in order with your Flesh. Can I count on you inner spirit to direct your Flesh to the LIGHT (LIVING IN GOD'S HANDS TODAY!)? It's time to "Meet Me At the CrossRoad!"
Friday, February 02, 2007
Host of Blogs Written by Your Ndpendent Woman - Enjoy!
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
How I Remember E- Smoove Current
Peace & blessings to everyone,
Today, is the day that I awake with great spirits and the thought of knowing that God has ordered my footsteps today. Today, is the day that a good friend/brother of mine will be viewed by many and laid to rest from our physical beings. It's not normal for me not to sleep well, with the exception of my ongoing neck and back pains. However, I reminsced in my thoughts (mind) on the time E-Smoove and I shared.
I remember one night being in Nells nightclub and running into to him in the basement level. As I approached him I said you ought to let me host one of your shows with you. He replied oh really and why should I do that, and I replied because you need someone to bring some extra energy to your show. He looked at me and laughed. He then replied you're funny and I said yes I am funny, however I am serious. So needless to say we played telephone tag for about a week and then the day came that he came through on my request. My first time hosting with him was a Lundy's I can't remember the Promoters, however it was a great evening. Darc Marc and I hit it off as if we were a team for a long time and soon after we all became a triple threat, smile.
Well soon after that I remained on the show and co-hosted with E-Smoove and Darc Marc for a while. I can recall a time Darc Marc took a leave of absence and it was only E and I and we still let off a certain energy. Talk about fun, I had fun, because one I was being myself and two E accepted my energetic personality. I also recall E telling me he gets calls from viewers asking to marry me. Now, I had to laugh at that because one I never heard the calls, and two I was like then where are the men that are asking? Shoot, I was just curiosity to know, lol, because they were scared to approach me as if I would bite them, lol.
Now E and I also shared sometime where I had to go Theresa on him. Oh yes I did say energetic personality, however I did share other personalities at one time, today, Theresa stays in her place, lol. I would get on E about his timing to get to the functions we were covering and he would have Darc Marc & I just waiting. Please note the grace time a woman gives a man is 30 minutes this was past the grace time, so a sista was um heated, I believe Theresa came out that night, lol Anywho when he arrived he came like the Don as if he wasn't late and then we say let's go. Yes, you guessed it Theresa came out, lol. I must say through all of this E-Smoove was a man you had to love, especially if he allowed you into his circle and his heart. I considered myself like a big sister to him even though he had me by a couple of years. I was able to see right through him and his pains.
So anywho, time passed and in January 2003 I co-hosted my last show with E when we covered Mary J Birthday Bash and Peetee Pablo was another special guest and Drama King Kay Slay was on the one and two's. We had a good night. I soon after went on to produce and host my vision of my show titled, "Icons, The Legends of Hip Hop!" I did suggest to E- before I went on my own that he should incorporate a segment on his show dedicated to his viewers because my spirit felt this is what we needed. Well we didn't see eye to eye on it so this is what prompt me to do what I do, and continue to create my God given Vision.
I must note the show did very well. It was first aired on Bronxnet Ch. 68 in March 2003 and the other channels soon followed as specials in NYC, Atl, Philly, and Chi-town. I didn't speak with E for about a couple of months, however I did call him to thank him for his contribution to my history and he replied like E, hey okay, so what are you doing now, lol. You had to love him, you just had to love him.
So I continued on to doing my thing as I am know to do anyway. However I did run into E several times thereafter and always extend my beings when he needed me at no cost. You can't erase love from you if you know who you are and who child you belong too. My ingredients to my soul has unconditional love for everyone even those that has done a sister wrong, I still remain in love for them.
Now when I found out about E- by brother El Don, yes I had to shout you out, lol, I was stunned and I went on a hunt to find out. Moment later it was confirmed to me by Big Murph and I immediately called his friend Tom that was listed on the contact sheet. Tom and I talked for a while and I expressed to him what had happen to me within the last 5 days. Let me share and you be the judge that E was trying to tell me something. Last Thursday, I was getting in my company van and a bird plotted on my left pants leg. I said to my partner ill where did this come from, two Sunday I finally got the strength to go through a box of mine which had tapes, dvd, and other things and I came across the tape E had given me of the past shows I had requested from him and then three, I opened and viewed the pictures from Jay Wright of Penthouse Ent New Years Eve Party at Fashion 40 and seen E-Smoove in one of the photos and I said E- boy you still look the same and smile. I did somewhat go into the memory bank of my time on NOTT TV and our friendship we built. Then on Tuesday approximately 5:30 p.m. I get a call from El Don asking me if I knew anything about E Smoove passing and I went into a state of shock and was like no! Well as I noted earlier I got up and got busy to find out about Brother E. and it was confirmed. I am saddened about the news, however I am a child of God and I know God never makes a mistake.
When one pass in our age range of sudden passing it's a wakeup call for us to conduct a self evaluation of yourselves and how we are living. Please note that I don't speak from the flesh, I speak from my inner spirit. I can only speak the TRUTH, and I know there are times when I speak I tend to shake people up or they go into a brick wall. Just I previously written in my blog about What if I just didn't care about people, would you consider me a friend because I allowed you to stay in darkness? I never have and never will run for a popularity contest, however what I do demand is respect. I must say that E-Smoove gave me just that at all times RESPECT!
So I dedicate this blog to my good friend E-Smoove. You may not be here for us to see you in your physical beings however, you definitely left a LEGACY. You will be missed by many, however I will treasure my time spent with you on NOTT TV and just sitting in my car shooting the real talk breeze with you....
Oh yes I am the same Tonya from the cast crew of Demented Mindz. Shout outs to all my Demented Mindz members.
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,Your Girl Tonya E. (NOTT TV Co-Host 2k2- 2k3)Your Ndpendent Woman Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now (2k3 - 2k4 "Icons, The Legend of Hip Hop" and forever........)
Share a hug to someone today, tell someone you love them today, just greet someone with some kind words today, it will be well received believe me!!!!
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R.I.P. E-Smoove
I'm am deeply sadden to mention that my good brother E-Smoove has passed on. As many may know I used to Co-Host with E-Smoove in 2002 until early 2003. We shared many laughs and fights, (good fights a sista had to put him in place at times, lol) all in all E was and still is a good brother.Please come out to show your respect on January 31, 2007 - Mc Call Bronxwood, 4035 Bronxwood Ave, Bx, NY 10466 Viewing Time 4 p.m. to 7 p.m. / Funeral following thereafter From more information contact Tom Johnson 646.386.9578 or 917.684.6935 or email TommMr2exnt@aol.com. Remember to love your neighbor and yourself because we don't know when our time will exit...R.I.P. E- you will be forever missed!..>..>..>..>
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Who Said that Words Weren't Powerful!
Okay, as you already see I seem to have gotten the itch to write about several news post of people today, lol. Well, as I read this report about Isaiah Washington from Grey Anatomy show all that came to thought was two things, one was who said that words weren't powerful and two, why are they building so much attention around this man because he lost his temper and allowed his emotions to get the best of him? Oh yes another thought that came was they're placing him on the same box as Mr. Kramer when he came out and used the N-word at a group of African American men at his show.
Now I don't have to be a rocket scientist nor neither do you to see the set up. One someone is trying to black ball Isaiah and it could be because of his temper. As I read the article I am still baffled as to why is he in rehab and what is he rehabing to correct? The article goes on to post other people comments about his behavior problem and again it will make one think that he is a monster. Now I ask myself if anyone of the people that has worked with him had a problem with him, did anyone pull his coat tail and tell him that he needs help? Do any of them know if the man stuffs from Bi-Polar, this is very common among the African American race, just in case one is not aware. Did anyone take the time out to really be a friend to Isaiah to learn about his past? Just did anyone take the time to think that Isaiah is human and he too suffers from emotional distress. Everyone is effect by things differently, so I say I pray for Isaiah that he is removed from whatever BONDAGE that is trying to tear him down.
Just in case you didn't know, for everything that happens there is always a domino effect. Remember the Tsumani, Hurricane Katrina, Sean Bell, Kramer, Isaiah and now the new craze on health issues..The list goes on, however I hope that you can relate to what I am saying...If you stuck post your comments, it will be good to hear from you...
Oh yeah don't get things twisted we have a lot of work to do. We can only make a change if you choose to step out of the box of the Comfort Zone!
So please read the article that prompt me to write this long blog, lol. Stay well and blessed!
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CHANDRA'S SAG SHOUT OUT TO ISAIAH: Plus, is T.R. Knight ready to bounce?; Washington former co-star says he's 'hotheaded' not homophobic.*While "Grey's Anatomy" star Isaiah Washington sits in rehab to address his double use of a gay slur, his co-star Chandra Wilson was busy winning an award for best female actor in a drama series at the Screen Actors Guild (SAG) awards Sunday night.Wilson made sure to recognize Washington, as well as her 10 other co-stars in attendance, for contributing to her win (See Wilson's shout out to "the one in rehab" here: ttp://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid353549946/bctid458854540.). But, new rumors suggest that one member of the "Grey's" family is fed up with his post-slur treatment and wants to leave the show. According to MSNBC.com's Janet Charlton, T.R. Knight is on the verge of leaving "Grey's Anatomy" on claims that producers put a muzzle on him once his link to the Washington/Patrick Dempsey fight hit the streets, and, as a result, forced him to come out of the closet. [Knight] "is so upset about the situation and so disgusted by how it was all handled," that he's planning to leave the show, a source told Charlton. "He was told not to say anything about the whole [Washington/Dempsey] incident. He kept his word, but then the whole thing blew up again at the Golden Globes, and when he was asked about it, he basically called Isaiah a liar. He feels that the atmosphere there is so toxic and unhealthy. I suppose things could change and he would stay, but for now, he's planning to leave the show." When Charlton asked Knight's rep if Knight planned to leave the show, she said: "We're not commenting on that." She later called back and said that the story was "Completely, one thousand percent false." A rep for the network also called to add that "rumors of T. R. Knight's departure from the show are irrefutably untrue." Meanwhile, over at the New York Daily News, friends of Washington are saying that his issues are rooted in an uncontrollable anger, not homophobia. The site quotes veteran stage actress Madeline McCray, who reportedly witnessed Washington sock a fellow actor who was - like Washington - straight and African-American. "Isaiah's not anti-gay; he's a hothead," said McCray, who was starring with Washington in August Wilson's Pulitzer Prize-winning play "Fences" at the time. "It's that his anger leads him to say and do things he wishes he hadn't - to everybody. He's always had a lack of control over his temper. "I worked with Isaiah, and there were some difficulties. He lost his temper and had a physical altercation with one of the other male actors backstage. The actor missed his cue a couple of times, and Isaiah couldn't control himself. "Isaiah wants it to be perfect. He is a professional, and he expects everybody else to be on their mark, too. But when we're adults, we can't just allow our anger to get the best of us. He's got to get a handle on it. He's jeopardizing the incredible opportunity he's been given - a distinguished role in a hit show created by an African-American woman." As previously reported, Washington's temper got the best of him on the set of Showtime's "Soul Food" in 2000 during a reported showdown with Nicole Ari Parker and executive producer Tracey Edmonds. During the 1997 film shoot for "High Incident," police were called to the set after Washington reportedly got into a scuffle with a crew member.
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I thought Soda Was bad for our Health!
Please, Please, Please note that I am not hating, I am just saying, I thought soda was bad for our health! I came across this post on the EUR Newsletter and I just shook my head. We all know about Marketing and for those that are not aware Marketing is to tempt you to buy into ones services or trick you into setting you up into something that you may regret later, it all depends on the product and circumstances.
Now my point is this who is Coca- Cola targeting for this Campaign? I thought Jay Z was about helping the Africans about a month ago to get water for their country. I believe it was during his 50 State tour. I am just saying when are we going to STOP pimping and destroying our Children. Their minds, bodies and souls are always under attack and then we have so called Mentors or High Profile Folks speaking among the people and have the audicity to speak about how crooked the Preacher is to the church. My, my, my I am sadden, however I remain strong in what I do...
Instead of Coca-Cola looking for the next best Coke Can to lure our kids and adults into more of a health risk, why not come up with a Campaign of free scholoarships for our children that are failing in trouble schools. Remember the failed program the government claims to be working so well, "The No Child Left Behind Program!" well, I can be one to tell you it's leaving our children back further than they were when they started this program.
Excuse me if I seem a bit heated, then again, no don't excuse me because I am heated and disgusted to see this mess. I will leave this topic for now, however you be the judge for yourself and think before you purchase your next can of Coca Cola, how you're effecting your health and your life span! Thats only if you care! So I will let you read what I read, and you can be your own judge! Stay well and blessed! Remember I can only speak the TRUTH, because my initials speaks for itself, "T.T.E.= Truth Telling Everyday! For those that know my real name, smile.......
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JAY-Z GETS HIS CHERRY COKE ON: Rapper and his Rocawear brand sign on to help flavor's third relaunch.*The people behind Cherry Coke are hoping that the presence and influence of rap mogul Jay-Z will help the brand's third relaunch finally stick with consumers.According to the trade magazine Brand Week, Jigga's Rocawear company will join forces with Coca-Cola and help design the new Cherry Coke can, as well as weigh in on the television commercials and put in face time at the flavor's official relaunch on Feb. 7 during New York's Fashion Week. "It's his new opportunity to expand his standing in the business world," Jameel Spencer, CMO, Rocawear told Brand Week. "Besides just recording, he's making TV commercials and campaigns for brands . . .who is better than Coke? They're the biggest...His role is helping brands not get it wrong the way McDonald's did with African Americans rapping about French fries... There's a reassurance that they won't appear like an out-of-touch uncle trying to act cool."Cherry Coke's extreme makeover, featuring a cityscape on its new can design, will be unveiled via Internet, radio, TV and print ads debuting in early February, according to Brand Week. A song from Jay-Z's extensive library will be used in the commercial. (EUR Newsletter)
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
What If???!!!!
I was just sitting here thinking and sending messages to some people on my space and my thoughts went to the question what if??? so as I write I ask that you think of your own what if's and wait for your response from you inner spirit..
So I will start of with What If : I didn't believe in God?, I didn't care about people?, I wasn't a responsbile mother to my son after his father and I broke up?, I allow my past trials and error in life to destroy me?, I decided to listen and believe every word that came out of your mouth about my destiny?, I allowed church folks and false prophets words to stay embedded in my spirit without me going to read and build a personal relationship with my Father God himself?, I allow every person that didn't speak to me after I told them the truth, make me dismiss my purpose?, I quit my job because I just didn't feel like working anymore?, I left my child on my parents doorsteps and left a note and said I just can't take it anymore?, I allowed rejects from people to destroy my belief in myself and my own worths?, I was passed by because of the color of my skin?, I decided to date outside my race?, I decided to write a tell all book about all the people that played a part in my life that hurt me?, I tell every fake Christain about themselves in front of their own congretation?, I tell you that I will never marry anyone because of my past scars?, I told you I am a child out of wedlock?, I told you the truth all the time?, Just what if I decide to just continue to be me, would you still love me?
I know there are so many what if's in all of our lives and many of them comeback without any answers. Well, I don't have what if's too much today, because I choose to handle issues head on as they come. I have had so many trials and tribulations in my life that my what if's has been completed with results.
So many of us are still searching for someone else to lead them to their destiny or complete their journey in life. Let me be the first to tell you the truth your key to reach your destiny is sitting right within you (SELF). We are placed here to communicate with one another and network to help each other to achieve their next step up the ladder. Egos are not part of the ingredients of true love, respect, integerity, honesty, nor loyalty.
So the next time you meet and greet someone ask yourself what if I decided to deal with this person on a business or personal levelage, what am I looking to gain? Networking today has become non-existence. What if we were to turn the hands of the clock back to the early 1900's, how would you then communicate/network with your fellow man? I just asked, what if?
I pray that someone was able to receive this message of awareness. Don't be surprise if you see a book at your local bookstore written by Your Ndpendent Woman, smile.
I send blessings of continuous success in all that everyone speak, think, write, create, produce, teach, preach, touch and deliver.
* Confusion is not part of my character, once sense it's quickly dismissed! *
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New Affirmation !
* There's one thing in being CONCEITED and another thing being CONFIDENCE! Conceited is being stuck on self, while Confidence is being open to express yourself while walking with a PURPOSE! *
How I Remember E- Smoove Current
Peace & blessings to everyone,
Today, is the day that I awake with great spirits and the thought of knowing that God has ordered my footsteps today. Today, is the day that a good friend/brother of mine will be viewed by many and laid to rest from our physical beings. It's not normal for me not to sleep well, with the exception of my ongoing neck and back pains. However, I reminsced in my thoughts (mind) on the time E-Smoove and I shared.
I remember one night being in Nells nightclub and running into to him in the basement level. As I approached him I said you ought to let me host one of your shows with you. He replied oh really and why should I do that, and I replied because you need someone to bring some extra energy to your show. He looked at me and laughed. He then replied you're funny and I said yes I am funny, however I am serious. So needless to say we played telephone tag for about a week and then the day came that he came through on my request. My first time hosting with him was a Lundy's I can't remember the Promoters, however it was a great evening. Darc Marc and I hit it off as if we were a team for a long time and soon after we all became a triple threat, smile.
Well soon after that I remained on the show and co-hosted with E-Smoove and Darc Marc for a while. I can recall a time Darc Marc took a leave of absence and it was only E and I and we still let off a certain energy. Talk about fun, I had fun, because one I was being myself and two E accepted my energetic personality. I also recall E telling me he gets calls from viewers asking to marry me. Now, I had to laugh at that because one I never heard the calls, and two I was like then where are the men that are asking? Shoot, I was just curiosity to know, lol, because they were scared to approach me as if I would bite them, lol.
Now E and I also shared sometime where I had to go Theresa on him. Oh yes I did say energetic personality, however I did share other personalities at one time, today, Theresa stays in her place, lol. I would get on E about his timing to get to the functions we were covering and he would have Darc Marc & I just waiting. Please note the grace time a woman gives a man is 30 minutes this was past the grace time, so a sista was um heated, I believe Theresa came out that night, lol Anywho when he arrived he came like the Don as if he wasn't late and then we say let's go. Yes, you guessed it Theresa came out, lol. I must say through all of this E-Smoove was a man you had to love, especially if he allowed you into his circle and his heart. I considered myself like a big sister to him even though he had me by a couple of years. I was able to see right through him and his pains.
So anywho, time passed and in January 2003 I co-hosted my last show with E when we covered Mary J Birthday Bash and Peetee Pablo was another special guest and Drama King Kay Slay was on the one and two's. We had a good night. I soon after went on to produce and host my vision of my show titled, "Icons, The Legends of Hip Hop!" I did suggest to E- before I went on my own that he should incorporate a segment on his show dedicated to his viewers because my spirit felt this is what we needed. Well we didn't see eye to eye on it so this is what prompt me to do what I do, and continue to create my God given Vision.
I must note the show did very well. It was first aired on Bronxnet Ch. 68 in March 2003 and the other channels soon followed as specials in NYC, Atl, Philly, and Chi-town. I didn't speak with E for about a couple of months, however I did call him to thank him for his contribution to my history and he replied like E, hey okay, so what are you doing now, lol. You had to love him, you just had to love him.
So I continued on to doing my thing as I am know to do anyway. However I did run into E several times thereafter and always extend my beings when he needed me at no cost. You can't erase love from you if you know who you are and who child you belong too. My ingredients to my soul has unconditional love for everyone even those that has done a sister wrong, I still remain in love for them.
Now when I found out about E- by brother El Don, yes I had to shout you out, lol, I was stunned and I went on a hunt to find out. Moment later it was confirmed to me by Big Murph and I immediately called his friend Tom that was listed on the contact sheet. Tom and I talked for a while and I expressed to him what had happen to me within the last 5 days. Let me share and you be the judge that E was trying to tell me something. Last Thursday, I was getting in my company van and a bird plotted on my left pants leg. I said to my partner ill where did this come from, two Sunday I finally got the strength to go through a box of mine which had tapes, dvd, and other things and I came across the tape E had given me of the past shows I had requested from him and then three, I opened and viewed the pictures from Jay Wright of Penthouse Ent New Years Eve Party at Fashion 40 and seen E-Smoove in one of the photos and I said E- boy you still look the same and smile. I did somewhat go into the memory bank of my time on NOTT TV and our friendship we built. Then on Tuesday approximately 5:30 p.m. I get a call from El Don asking me if I knew anything about E Smoove passing and I went into a state of shock and was like no! Well as I noted earlier I got up and got busy to find out about Brother E. and it was confirmed. I am saddened about the news, however I am a child of God and I know God never makes a mistake.
When one pass in our age range of sudden passing it's a wakeup call for us to conduct a self evaluation of yourselves and how we are living. Please note that I don't speak from the flesh, I speak from my inner spirit. I can only speak the TRUTH, and I know there are times when I speak I tend to shake people up or they go into a brick wall. Just I previously written in my blog about What if I just didn't care about people, would you consider me a friend because I allowed you to stay in darkness? I never have and never will run for a popularity contest, however what I do demand is respect. I must say that E-Smoove gave me just that at all times RESPECT!
So I dedicate this blog to my good friend E-Smoove. You may not be here for us to see you in your physical beings however, you definitely left a LEGACY. You will be missed by many, however I will treasure my time spent with you on NOTT TV and just sitting in my car shooting the real talk breeze with you....
Oh yes I am the same Tonya from the cast crew of Demented Mindz. Shout outs to all my Demented Mindz members.
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,Your Girl Tonya E. (NOTT TV Co-Host 2k2- 2k3)Your Ndpendent Woman Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now (2k3 - 2k4 "Icons, The Legend of Hip Hop" and forever........)
Share a hug to someone today, tell someone you love them today, just greet someone with some kind words today, it will be well received believe me!!!!
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R.I.P. E-Smoove
I'm am deeply sadden to mention that my good brother E-Smoove has passed on. As many may know I used to Co-Host with E-Smoove in 2002 until early 2003. We shared many laughs and fights, (good fights a sista had to put him in place at times, lol) all in all E was and still is a good brother.Please come out to show your respect on January 31, 2007 - Mc Call Bronxwood, 4035 Bronxwood Ave, Bx, NY 10466 Viewing Time 4 p.m. to 7 p.m. / Funeral following thereafter From more information contact Tom Johnson 646.386.9578 or 917.684.6935 or email TommMr2exnt@aol.com. Remember to love your neighbor and yourself because we don't know when our time will exit...R.I.P. E- you will be forever missed!..>..>..>..>
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Who Said that Words Weren't Powerful!
Okay, as you already see I seem to have gotten the itch to write about several news post of people today, lol. Well, as I read this report about Isaiah Washington from Grey Anatomy show all that came to thought was two things, one was who said that words weren't powerful and two, why are they building so much attention around this man because he lost his temper and allowed his emotions to get the best of him? Oh yes another thought that came was they're placing him on the same box as Mr. Kramer when he came out and used the N-word at a group of African American men at his show.
Now I don't have to be a rocket scientist nor neither do you to see the set up. One someone is trying to black ball Isaiah and it could be because of his temper. As I read the article I am still baffled as to why is he in rehab and what is he rehabing to correct? The article goes on to post other people comments about his behavior problem and again it will make one think that he is a monster. Now I ask myself if anyone of the people that has worked with him had a problem with him, did anyone pull his coat tail and tell him that he needs help? Do any of them know if the man stuffs from Bi-Polar, this is very common among the African American race, just in case one is not aware. Did anyone take the time out to really be a friend to Isaiah to learn about his past? Just did anyone take the time to think that Isaiah is human and he too suffers from emotional distress. Everyone is effect by things differently, so I say I pray for Isaiah that he is removed from whatever BONDAGE that is trying to tear him down.
Just in case you didn't know, for everything that happens there is always a domino effect. Remember the Tsumani, Hurricane Katrina, Sean Bell, Kramer, Isaiah and now the new craze on health issues..The list goes on, however I hope that you can relate to what I am saying...If you stuck post your comments, it will be good to hear from you...
Oh yeah don't get things twisted we have a lot of work to do. We can only make a change if you choose to step out of the box of the Comfort Zone!
So please read the article that prompt me to write this long blog, lol. Stay well and blessed!
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CHANDRA'S SAG SHOUT OUT TO ISAIAH: Plus, is T.R. Knight ready to bounce?; Washington former co-star says he's 'hotheaded' not homophobic.*While "Grey's Anatomy" star Isaiah Washington sits in rehab to address his double use of a gay slur, his co-star Chandra Wilson was busy winning an award for best female actor in a drama series at the Screen Actors Guild (SAG) awards Sunday night.Wilson made sure to recognize Washington, as well as her 10 other co-stars in attendance, for contributing to her win (See Wilson's shout out to "the one in rehab" here: ttp://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid353549946/bctid458854540.). But, new rumors suggest that one member of the "Grey's" family is fed up with his post-slur treatment and wants to leave the show. According to MSNBC.com's Janet Charlton, T.R. Knight is on the verge of leaving "Grey's Anatomy" on claims that producers put a muzzle on him once his link to the Washington/Patrick Dempsey fight hit the streets, and, as a result, forced him to come out of the closet. [Knight] "is so upset about the situation and so disgusted by how it was all handled," that he's planning to leave the show, a source told Charlton. "He was told not to say anything about the whole [Washington/Dempsey] incident. He kept his word, but then the whole thing blew up again at the Golden Globes, and when he was asked about it, he basically called Isaiah a liar. He feels that the atmosphere there is so toxic and unhealthy. I suppose things could change and he would stay, but for now, he's planning to leave the show." When Charlton asked Knight's rep if Knight planned to leave the show, she said: "We're not commenting on that." She later called back and said that the story was "Completely, one thousand percent false." A rep for the network also called to add that "rumors of T. R. Knight's departure from the show are irrefutably untrue." Meanwhile, over at the New York Daily News, friends of Washington are saying that his issues are rooted in an uncontrollable anger, not homophobia. The site quotes veteran stage actress Madeline McCray, who reportedly witnessed Washington sock a fellow actor who was - like Washington - straight and African-American. "Isaiah's not anti-gay; he's a hothead," said McCray, who was starring with Washington in August Wilson's Pulitzer Prize-winning play "Fences" at the time. "It's that his anger leads him to say and do things he wishes he hadn't - to everybody. He's always had a lack of control over his temper. "I worked with Isaiah, and there were some difficulties. He lost his temper and had a physical altercation with one of the other male actors backstage. The actor missed his cue a couple of times, and Isaiah couldn't control himself. "Isaiah wants it to be perfect. He is a professional, and he expects everybody else to be on their mark, too. But when we're adults, we can't just allow our anger to get the best of us. He's got to get a handle on it. He's jeopardizing the incredible opportunity he's been given - a distinguished role in a hit show created by an African-American woman." As previously reported, Washington's temper got the best of him on the set of Showtime's "Soul Food" in 2000 during a reported showdown with Nicole Ari Parker and executive producer Tracey Edmonds. During the 1997 film shoot for "High Incident," police were called to the set after Washington reportedly got into a scuffle with a crew member.
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I thought Soda Was bad for our Health!
Please, Please, Please note that I am not hating, I am just saying, I thought soda was bad for our health! I came across this post on the EUR Newsletter and I just shook my head. We all know about Marketing and for those that are not aware Marketing is to tempt you to buy into ones services or trick you into setting you up into something that you may regret later, it all depends on the product and circumstances.
Now my point is this who is Coca- Cola targeting for this Campaign? I thought Jay Z was about helping the Africans about a month ago to get water for their country. I believe it was during his 50 State tour. I am just saying when are we going to STOP pimping and destroying our Children. Their minds, bodies and souls are always under attack and then we have so called Mentors or High Profile Folks speaking among the people and have the audicity to speak about how crooked the Preacher is to the church. My, my, my I am sadden, however I remain strong in what I do...
Instead of Coca-Cola looking for the next best Coke Can to lure our kids and adults into more of a health risk, why not come up with a Campaign of free scholoarships for our children that are failing in trouble schools. Remember the failed program the government claims to be working so well, "The No Child Left Behind Program!" well, I can be one to tell you it's leaving our children back further than they were when they started this program.
Excuse me if I seem a bit heated, then again, no don't excuse me because I am heated and disgusted to see this mess. I will leave this topic for now, however you be the judge for yourself and think before you purchase your next can of Coca Cola, how you're effecting your health and your life span! Thats only if you care! So I will let you read what I read, and you can be your own judge! Stay well and blessed! Remember I can only speak the TRUTH, because my initials speaks for itself, "T.T.E.= Truth Telling Everyday! For those that know my real name, smile.......
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JAY-Z GETS HIS CHERRY COKE ON: Rapper and his Rocawear brand sign on to help flavor's third relaunch.*The people behind Cherry Coke are hoping that the presence and influence of rap mogul Jay-Z will help the brand's third relaunch finally stick with consumers.According to the trade magazine Brand Week, Jigga's Rocawear company will join forces with Coca-Cola and help design the new Cherry Coke can, as well as weigh in on the television commercials and put in face time at the flavor's official relaunch on Feb. 7 during New York's Fashion Week. "It's his new opportunity to expand his standing in the business world," Jameel Spencer, CMO, Rocawear told Brand Week. "Besides just recording, he's making TV commercials and campaigns for brands . . .who is better than Coke? They're the biggest...His role is helping brands not get it wrong the way McDonald's did with African Americans rapping about French fries... There's a reassurance that they won't appear like an out-of-touch uncle trying to act cool."Cherry Coke's extreme makeover, featuring a cityscape on its new can design, will be unveiled via Internet, radio, TV and print ads debuting in early February, according to Brand Week. A song from Jay-Z's extensive library will be used in the commercial. (EUR Newsletter)
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
What If???!!!!
I was just sitting here thinking and sending messages to some people on my space and my thoughts went to the question what if??? so as I write I ask that you think of your own what if's and wait for your response from you inner spirit..
So I will start of with What If : I didn't believe in God?, I didn't care about people?, I wasn't a responsbile mother to my son after his father and I broke up?, I allow my past trials and error in life to destroy me?, I decided to listen and believe every word that came out of your mouth about my destiny?, I allowed church folks and false prophets words to stay embedded in my spirit without me going to read and build a personal relationship with my Father God himself?, I allow every person that didn't speak to me after I told them the truth, make me dismiss my purpose?, I quit my job because I just didn't feel like working anymore?, I left my child on my parents doorsteps and left a note and said I just can't take it anymore?, I allowed rejects from people to destroy my belief in myself and my own worths?, I was passed by because of the color of my skin?, I decided to date outside my race?, I decided to write a tell all book about all the people that played a part in my life that hurt me?, I tell every fake Christain about themselves in front of their own congretation?, I tell you that I will never marry anyone because of my past scars?, I told you I am a child out of wedlock?, I told you the truth all the time?, Just what if I decide to just continue to be me, would you still love me?
I know there are so many what if's in all of our lives and many of them comeback without any answers. Well, I don't have what if's too much today, because I choose to handle issues head on as they come. I have had so many trials and tribulations in my life that my what if's has been completed with results.
So many of us are still searching for someone else to lead them to their destiny or complete their journey in life. Let me be the first to tell you the truth your key to reach your destiny is sitting right within you (SELF). We are placed here to communicate with one another and network to help each other to achieve their next step up the ladder. Egos are not part of the ingredients of true love, respect, integerity, honesty, nor loyalty.
So the next time you meet and greet someone ask yourself what if I decided to deal with this person on a business or personal levelage, what am I looking to gain? Networking today has become non-existence. What if we were to turn the hands of the clock back to the early 1900's, how would you then communicate/network with your fellow man? I just asked, what if?
I pray that someone was able to receive this message of awareness. Don't be surprise if you see a book at your local bookstore written by Your Ndpendent Woman, smile.
I send blessings of continuous success in all that everyone speak, think, write, create, produce, teach, preach, touch and deliver.
* Confusion is not part of my character, once sense it's quickly dismissed! *
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New Affirmation !
* There's one thing in being CONCEITED and another thing being CONFIDENCE! Conceited is being stuck on self, while Confidence is being open to express yourself while walking with a PURPOSE! *
Sunday, January 28, 2007
A Combination of Blogs Enjoy
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Great Opportunity for 11th Grade Students
Student Summer Camp - Mentoring & Enrichment Seminar in Engineering Training (MESET)This is an opportunity for 11th grade students to attend a FREE engineering camp at the University of Houston from June 3 - 15, 2007. African-American student participation is very much needed. Please have your student to fill out the application and mail it to the address listed on the brochure. If you need further information please contact John Matthews, 713-743-4226.Students that participate in this camp have been known to gain summer jobs. This camp helps students to develop good study habits and learn about engineering careers. Currently MESET need at least 15 more students to apply. The deadline is April 15, 2007.Students are encouraged to apply from anywhere in the United States.Transportation is not provided. However, the camp is free. As a courtesy,staff members will pick up and return out of town students to the bus station, train station or airport for free.http://www.egr.uh.edu/promes/?e=campshttp://www.egr.uh.edu/promes/pubs/meset2006.pdfChef Cheryllwww.youchooseicook.com "Cooking is at once one of the simplest and most gratifying of the arts, but to cook well one must love and respect food." Craig Claiborne
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
411 on a Must Have Book!
After attending service, I went into the local Borders Store and this book made it's way in my path. This book wasn't in my path by chance, however it was in my path for a reason.I read some of the first chapter and all I can say is, You Must Have this Book in your homebase library. Maybe and I did say maybe people will respect the word LOVE when claiming to LOVE ONE in a relationship. Maybe and I did say maybe we will be able to rebuild our family units. Just maybe and I said maybe Men and Women would not fear the word Commitment! Just maybe, you should stop, look and listen to this WAKE UP CALLING OF RELATIONSHIPS. We need each other whether you like it or not...I introduce this book of wisdom, history and REAL LOVE, "FORBIDDEN FRUIT "LOVE STORIES FROM THE UNDERGROUND RAILROAD" BY BETTY DERAMUS!If you may note I just posted a new affirmation relating to the Harriet Tubman and the Underground before I was introduced to this book. Um, yes, I am not getting paid to promote this book. I don't know the author nor the publisher. I just love to let others know about good 411 when I am blessed to receive it.So go to your local library, local bookstore or even online bookstores and get a copy.
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
Stop Cussin 4 Kids Cafe Press Newsletter
"Stop Cussin Shop 4 Everyone"
Peace & blessings to Everyone, We pray that your New Year is bringing peace, good health and wealth. I would like to take this time to let you know that our online shop Stop Cussin & Stop Cussin 4 Kids are open for business. We have a host of different merchandise to fit everyones likings. We invite you to visit and please be sure to make a purchase. Your support is very well needed and appreicated. Keep in mind when making a purchasing you're helping our movement to become bigger and stronger. If you would like more information about our Movement and Campaign please visit any of our websites at www.stopcussin.com or www.thenocursetour.com. So don't waste any more time. We guarantee you that all the products are worth having. Allow your merchandise speak for itself as one deliver profanity in your presence. We thank you in advance for your support and purchase.
Link: www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin, www.stopcussin.com
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
Stop Cussin 4 Kids Jazzmin & Treyvar
* We're allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH !*
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New Affirmation Take A Look!
Why are people so afraid of being labelled as Underground? I was in a conversation with someone yesterday and as always, I say things that makes one think. As I was speaking with my associate, I said I don't understand why people are always chasing after Stardom and titles instead of Intergity and Legacies and then I said Being labelled as Underground is not bad, if it was then why did Harriet Tubman free the slaves Underground? Um, deep, I know so I will leave with saying my new addition to my mottos will be " Underground is not bad, if it was then why did Harriet Tubman free the slaves Underground?"
We have to not continue to condition our youths into thinking being signed to a label is a free way to FREEDOM, however a set-up to Slavery. Educate them to know that you have to know what you want and what you will not tolerate, afterall it's their talents that one wants to bank off of them.
It's time to stop deceiving each other and pimping another for your own glory. Will you continue to be part of the PROBLEM or part of the SOLUTION?
The No Curse Tour is underway. Be on the lookout for the upcoming event that will leave a mark in your community.
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* There's one thing in being CONCEITED and another thing being CONFIDENCE! Conceited is being stuck on self, while Confidence is being open to express yourself while walking with a PURPOSE! *
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
The No Curse Tour is on the Move for 2007
Peace & blessings Everyone,I just wanted to let everyone know that the movement, "The No Curse Tour," and the Campaign, "Stop Cussin!" is on the move for 2007. Things are going extremely well. The blueprint has been drawn and the walk has started. We're on a WORLD TOUR RIGHT NOW! If you want to be blessed with some TRUTH, we invite you to spread the word and send us an invitation. As we continue our tour, we will add people on that are sincere in their concerns for a change in our communities (youths, elders and the lost souls).
Don't forget we have our new online shop at www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids. I pose a question to everyone here on myspace friends, "Whose raising your children? What can your child learn and utilize in their lives when you're gone? What's important to you a title or leaving a legacy? It's time to make a change today. I just needed to give a brief shout out to a young lady that submitted the her demo for our theme in regards to our campaign "Stop Cussin". I am love, so I have to show love to Nicolette B....Gurl, I know we only asked for 45 seconds, however I played back that track maybe 45 times in one day, lol..
Also I need to show love to a wonderful couple that are doing greatness for our communities. Jill & Ko of Abolish the N Word Org, thanks for being a vessel of the TRUTH, and taking a STAND when others rather ignore the pain that so many are suffering daily because of the N word usage. It's takes extreme courage to do what this beautiful young couple are doing as a team. We need so see more love this which they're showing in our Hip Hop Communities! I had to tell it like it is, remember things just got better for 2007, Miss Right Now has to tell the truth! I have to share this scripture with everyone, because it answered my question I asked God about whether if what I am doing will go in vain. If telling the masses the truth without any tainted words, can people receive my message without being judgemental. Well this is the scripture that I was lead to and you make your assumption. Galatians 4:16 Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth?...Hey I didn't write it I was just given revelation as to why people turn against you because you're bound to tell the truth in all that you do, um, deep. Like I said I had to share this with everyone....So myspace friends, get prepared whether you want to or not, we're coming to a community near you.....
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
www.stopcussin.com, www.thenocursetour.com, www.missrightnowinc.com, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids
Great Opportunity for 11th Grade Students
Student Summer Camp - Mentoring & Enrichment Seminar in Engineering Training (MESET)This is an opportunity for 11th grade students to attend a FREE engineering camp at the University of Houston from June 3 - 15, 2007. African-American student participation is very much needed. Please have your student to fill out the application and mail it to the address listed on the brochure. If you need further information please contact John Matthews, 713-743-4226.Students that participate in this camp have been known to gain summer jobs. This camp helps students to develop good study habits and learn about engineering careers. Currently MESET need at least 15 more students to apply. The deadline is April 15, 2007.Students are encouraged to apply from anywhere in the United States.Transportation is not provided. However, the camp is free. As a courtesy,staff members will pick up and return out of town students to the bus station, train station or airport for free.http://www.egr.uh.edu/promes/?e=campshttp://www.egr.uh.edu/promes/pubs/meset2006.pdfChef Cheryllwww.youchooseicook.com "Cooking is at once one of the simplest and most gratifying of the arts, but to cook well one must love and respect food." Craig Claiborne
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
411 on a Must Have Book!
After attending service, I went into the local Borders Store and this book made it's way in my path. This book wasn't in my path by chance, however it was in my path for a reason.I read some of the first chapter and all I can say is, You Must Have this Book in your homebase library. Maybe and I did say maybe people will respect the word LOVE when claiming to LOVE ONE in a relationship. Maybe and I did say maybe we will be able to rebuild our family units. Just maybe and I said maybe Men and Women would not fear the word Commitment! Just maybe, you should stop, look and listen to this WAKE UP CALLING OF RELATIONSHIPS. We need each other whether you like it or not...I introduce this book of wisdom, history and REAL LOVE, "FORBIDDEN FRUIT "LOVE STORIES FROM THE UNDERGROUND RAILROAD" BY BETTY DERAMUS!If you may note I just posted a new affirmation relating to the Harriet Tubman and the Underground before I was introduced to this book. Um, yes, I am not getting paid to promote this book. I don't know the author nor the publisher. I just love to let others know about good 411 when I am blessed to receive it.So go to your local library, local bookstore or even online bookstores and get a copy.
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
Stop Cussin 4 Kids Cafe Press Newsletter
"Stop Cussin Shop 4 Everyone"
Peace & blessings to Everyone, We pray that your New Year is bringing peace, good health and wealth. I would like to take this time to let you know that our online shop Stop Cussin & Stop Cussin 4 Kids are open for business. We have a host of different merchandise to fit everyones likings. We invite you to visit and please be sure to make a purchase. Your support is very well needed and appreicated. Keep in mind when making a purchasing you're helping our movement to become bigger and stronger. If you would like more information about our Movement and Campaign please visit any of our websites at www.stopcussin.com or www.thenocursetour.com. So don't waste any more time. We guarantee you that all the products are worth having. Allow your merchandise speak for itself as one deliver profanity in your presence. We thank you in advance for your support and purchase.
Link: www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin, www.stopcussin.com
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
Stop Cussin 4 Kids Jazzmin & Treyvar
* We're allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH !*
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New Affirmation Take A Look!
Why are people so afraid of being labelled as Underground? I was in a conversation with someone yesterday and as always, I say things that makes one think. As I was speaking with my associate, I said I don't understand why people are always chasing after Stardom and titles instead of Intergity and Legacies and then I said Being labelled as Underground is not bad, if it was then why did Harriet Tubman free the slaves Underground? Um, deep, I know so I will leave with saying my new addition to my mottos will be " Underground is not bad, if it was then why did Harriet Tubman free the slaves Underground?"
We have to not continue to condition our youths into thinking being signed to a label is a free way to FREEDOM, however a set-up to Slavery. Educate them to know that you have to know what you want and what you will not tolerate, afterall it's their talents that one wants to bank off of them.
It's time to stop deceiving each other and pimping another for your own glory. Will you continue to be part of the PROBLEM or part of the SOLUTION?
The No Curse Tour is underway. Be on the lookout for the upcoming event that will leave a mark in your community.
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
* There's one thing in being CONCEITED and another thing being CONFIDENCE! Conceited is being stuck on self, while Confidence is being open to express yourself while walking with a PURPOSE! *
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
The No Curse Tour is on the Move for 2007
Peace & blessings Everyone,I just wanted to let everyone know that the movement, "The No Curse Tour," and the Campaign, "Stop Cussin!" is on the move for 2007. Things are going extremely well. The blueprint has been drawn and the walk has started. We're on a WORLD TOUR RIGHT NOW! If you want to be blessed with some TRUTH, we invite you to spread the word and send us an invitation. As we continue our tour, we will add people on that are sincere in their concerns for a change in our communities (youths, elders and the lost souls).
Don't forget we have our new online shop at www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids. I pose a question to everyone here on myspace friends, "Whose raising your children? What can your child learn and utilize in their lives when you're gone? What's important to you a title or leaving a legacy? It's time to make a change today. I just needed to give a brief shout out to a young lady that submitted the her demo for our theme in regards to our campaign "Stop Cussin". I am love, so I have to show love to Nicolette B....Gurl, I know we only asked for 45 seconds, however I played back that track maybe 45 times in one day, lol..
Also I need to show love to a wonderful couple that are doing greatness for our communities. Jill & Ko of Abolish the N Word Org, thanks for being a vessel of the TRUTH, and taking a STAND when others rather ignore the pain that so many are suffering daily because of the N word usage. It's takes extreme courage to do what this beautiful young couple are doing as a team. We need so see more love this which they're showing in our Hip Hop Communities! I had to tell it like it is, remember things just got better for 2007, Miss Right Now has to tell the truth! I have to share this scripture with everyone, because it answered my question I asked God about whether if what I am doing will go in vain. If telling the masses the truth without any tainted words, can people receive my message without being judgemental. Well this is the scripture that I was lead to and you make your assumption. Galatians 4:16 Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth?...Hey I didn't write it I was just given revelation as to why people turn against you because you're bound to tell the truth in all that you do, um, deep. Like I said I had to share this with everyone....So myspace friends, get prepared whether you want to or not, we're coming to a community near you.....
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
www.stopcussin.com, www.thenocursetour.com, www.missrightnowinc.com, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin, www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids
Friday, December 22, 2006
The Life of An Invisible Woman Part 1
Peace & blessing to All,
As always, I pray that everyone is doing well and living their lives to the fullest. What prompt me to write this series of pieces titled, "The Life of An Invisible Woman," is from my many encounterments with people and their unhealthy spirits. For anyone that knows me or know of me, should know that I show LOVE to everyone. Well as it is written in the Good Word Book, the Bible, everyone is not going to show you the same LOVE. I am a true believer that if Jesus was Crucified, why should I believe that folks will not try to Crucify me as well? Remember I am a child of God the Most High and this is to be expected when you know the TRUTH and the WORD! So saying all of that, please allow my Inner Spirit speak some LIFE and LIGHT into your LIFE!
Part 1
It never fails, I sometimes laugh within because of what I am able to see what man can't. I am the Invisible Woman, and I live within this person made of Flesh, so that you can communicate and maybe build a relationship with. My purpose is to go places and connect with those that are walking in the same light as mine, however that is not always the case! Well, let me take you on a journey with me in one of my many encounters with the unhealthy spirits I have come across recently. Follow me.....
Wow, here I am in the midst of so many people, some look to be having fun, while others well they look to be working on being recognized by others. Well, I am one that will walk and greet anyone because remember I am the Invisible Woman. It's funny that one can walk into a room and it seems as if the room just stops and focus on you, well let me tell you, it's has nothing to do with you flesh, it has to do with me your inner spirit.
Now this may sound a bit weird to some, but it will become clear to many in a minute. See, I test the spirits of each person that my Flesh comes in contact with. I have mastered the game of the Flesh to seem impressed, lol, however, I am just trying to understand why one can be so shady. Yes, you smiled at me, and I returned the greeting, however please note I also caught that jealous, enviness and even negative unwelcoming spirit that really cared not to have spoken to me. LOL, it's all good, because remember I am the invisible woman and any weapons formed against me shall NOT prosper.
You see my Flesh is here to go places and deal with other Flesh to be Light and Life into those that are lost. See, just when you thought you could tear or make me feel like I don't belong, I just sit back and laugh. I laugh because you refuse to accept that I have not fallen nor took the bait of being one of your FANS, FOLLOWERS, or even STALKERS! See, I can't operate in the Flesh, I am ordered to operate by my one and only Leader of the Most High. See just when you thought by ignoring me, treating me like I don't exist, passing me by when you know I am standing in arm distance and just being intimated by my presence, I have to let you know that I am use to it today. As a matter of fact I can accept it because I have been anointed by my Father, to be that Invisible Woman. Remember I am a child of God and I do not operate under man's instruction. So you see me being in the Flesh, and my inner Spirit being my protector, it's normal for me to be mis-understood, mis-represented, and um being ignored.
I am so grateful that my inner spirit protects me from the unhealthy spirits that are mis-leading many and pretending to be the Most High that they lose focus on their PURPOSE and MISSION while being on this land we come to know as EARTH! When someone is not in connection with their inner spirit they are LOST. When someone comes in contact with an Anointed One they can either accept that Spirit or deny it by acting in the nature of their RULER. See, we all know, we can't all be living in the Right state of mind nor spirit all at the same time, however, one can change their ways by the choice they make. Flesh will return back to Dust, while me, that inner spirit known as the invisible woman will live forever.
So the next time I walk into the room in my Flesh, I don't expect anything different that what I receive daily from other Fleshes. See, I can only be me and do the works of my Father, if loving you is wrong I don't want to be RIGHT. LOL, I don't know where that came from, I believe from one of the EARTHLY songs, lol, but it's the truth. Remember I am a child of God, and my inner spirit job is to protect me and show me the face value of you. Once I am informed I am instructed on how to deal with you Flesh and your inner spirit. Please believe your works don't harm me, however, lifts me...I am living the life of an Invisible Woman.......
Wow, I hope everyone can relate to what was just written. Within the last two weeks I have been treated as if I didn't exist nor treated as if I didn't belong. Well, my inner spirit known as my Holy Spirit awaken me at 2:20 a.m. early this morning to write this piece. This is confirmation that I am living my life to the fullest and in the right path. If you're concerned about being like by everyone, then you're living in the World Kingdom, however, if you're not concerned about who likes you and accept you then please believe you're walking in the Kingdom of God. Remember, man can't make you or break you. God will send the right people in your path that will and can assist you to the next level. Never sell your soul to man! Learn to love yourself and know that you to have an invisible person inside of you to lead you in the right path of LIFE.
So I say to each and everyone that have done me wrong or mis-understood, I say thank you, thank you and thank you. I will continue to pray that you receive the light of the LORD some day, and then you to can really be all that God has Created you 2B!
One love, Happy Holiday and well you know...Why are you still reading, I am through for right now..lol..okay.. for real ..I am through until Part 2, I can't wait to hear what my inner Spirit will reveal...
This piece was written by Tonya E. and her Holy Spirit. Words were given by my Holy Spirit to reveal the message to everyone. It's okay to be different and feel out of place. This is a sign that you're Special. Don't be afraid of rejections by man note that they are very healthy for you. An rejection is a blessing. That rejection saved you from being put in bondage of un-necessary drama. ONE LOVE, HAPPY HOLIDAY, and well you know...why are you still reading, I am through for right now..lol..okay..for real..I am through until Part 2, I can't wait to hear what my inner Spirit will reveal....
Respect Given Always,Your Ndpendent WomanTonya E. aka Miss Right Nowwww.stopcussin.com..www.thenocursetour.com..www.missrightnowinc.com
As always, I pray that everyone is doing well and living their lives to the fullest. What prompt me to write this series of pieces titled, "The Life of An Invisible Woman," is from my many encounterments with people and their unhealthy spirits. For anyone that knows me or know of me, should know that I show LOVE to everyone. Well as it is written in the Good Word Book, the Bible, everyone is not going to show you the same LOVE. I am a true believer that if Jesus was Crucified, why should I believe that folks will not try to Crucify me as well? Remember I am a child of God the Most High and this is to be expected when you know the TRUTH and the WORD! So saying all of that, please allow my Inner Spirit speak some LIFE and LIGHT into your LIFE!
Part 1
It never fails, I sometimes laugh within because of what I am able to see what man can't. I am the Invisible Woman, and I live within this person made of Flesh, so that you can communicate and maybe build a relationship with. My purpose is to go places and connect with those that are walking in the same light as mine, however that is not always the case! Well, let me take you on a journey with me in one of my many encounters with the unhealthy spirits I have come across recently. Follow me.....
Wow, here I am in the midst of so many people, some look to be having fun, while others well they look to be working on being recognized by others. Well, I am one that will walk and greet anyone because remember I am the Invisible Woman. It's funny that one can walk into a room and it seems as if the room just stops and focus on you, well let me tell you, it's has nothing to do with you flesh, it has to do with me your inner spirit.
Now this may sound a bit weird to some, but it will become clear to many in a minute. See, I test the spirits of each person that my Flesh comes in contact with. I have mastered the game of the Flesh to seem impressed, lol, however, I am just trying to understand why one can be so shady. Yes, you smiled at me, and I returned the greeting, however please note I also caught that jealous, enviness and even negative unwelcoming spirit that really cared not to have spoken to me. LOL, it's all good, because remember I am the invisible woman and any weapons formed against me shall NOT prosper.
You see my Flesh is here to go places and deal with other Flesh to be Light and Life into those that are lost. See, just when you thought you could tear or make me feel like I don't belong, I just sit back and laugh. I laugh because you refuse to accept that I have not fallen nor took the bait of being one of your FANS, FOLLOWERS, or even STALKERS! See, I can't operate in the Flesh, I am ordered to operate by my one and only Leader of the Most High. See just when you thought by ignoring me, treating me like I don't exist, passing me by when you know I am standing in arm distance and just being intimated by my presence, I have to let you know that I am use to it today. As a matter of fact I can accept it because I have been anointed by my Father, to be that Invisible Woman. Remember I am a child of God and I do not operate under man's instruction. So you see me being in the Flesh, and my inner Spirit being my protector, it's normal for me to be mis-understood, mis-represented, and um being ignored.
I am so grateful that my inner spirit protects me from the unhealthy spirits that are mis-leading many and pretending to be the Most High that they lose focus on their PURPOSE and MISSION while being on this land we come to know as EARTH! When someone is not in connection with their inner spirit they are LOST. When someone comes in contact with an Anointed One they can either accept that Spirit or deny it by acting in the nature of their RULER. See, we all know, we can't all be living in the Right state of mind nor spirit all at the same time, however, one can change their ways by the choice they make. Flesh will return back to Dust, while me, that inner spirit known as the invisible woman will live forever.
So the next time I walk into the room in my Flesh, I don't expect anything different that what I receive daily from other Fleshes. See, I can only be me and do the works of my Father, if loving you is wrong I don't want to be RIGHT. LOL, I don't know where that came from, I believe from one of the EARTHLY songs, lol, but it's the truth. Remember I am a child of God, and my inner spirit job is to protect me and show me the face value of you. Once I am informed I am instructed on how to deal with you Flesh and your inner spirit. Please believe your works don't harm me, however, lifts me...I am living the life of an Invisible Woman.......
Wow, I hope everyone can relate to what was just written. Within the last two weeks I have been treated as if I didn't exist nor treated as if I didn't belong. Well, my inner spirit known as my Holy Spirit awaken me at 2:20 a.m. early this morning to write this piece. This is confirmation that I am living my life to the fullest and in the right path. If you're concerned about being like by everyone, then you're living in the World Kingdom, however, if you're not concerned about who likes you and accept you then please believe you're walking in the Kingdom of God. Remember, man can't make you or break you. God will send the right people in your path that will and can assist you to the next level. Never sell your soul to man! Learn to love yourself and know that you to have an invisible person inside of you to lead you in the right path of LIFE.
So I say to each and everyone that have done me wrong or mis-understood, I say thank you, thank you and thank you. I will continue to pray that you receive the light of the LORD some day, and then you to can really be all that God has Created you 2B!
One love, Happy Holiday and well you know...Why are you still reading, I am through for right now..lol..okay.. for real ..I am through until Part 2, I can't wait to hear what my inner Spirit will reveal...
This piece was written by Tonya E. and her Holy Spirit. Words were given by my Holy Spirit to reveal the message to everyone. It's okay to be different and feel out of place. This is a sign that you're Special. Don't be afraid of rejections by man note that they are very healthy for you. An rejection is a blessing. That rejection saved you from being put in bondage of un-necessary drama. ONE LOVE, HAPPY HOLIDAY, and well you know...why are you still reading, I am through for right now..lol..okay..for real..I am through until Part 2, I can't wait to hear what my inner Spirit will reveal....
Respect Given Always,Your Ndpendent WomanTonya E. aka Miss Right Nowwww.stopcussin.com..www.thenocursetour.com..www.missrightnowinc.com
Sunday, December 17, 2006
What A Wake-Up Call!!!!
Peace & blessings to All,
I pray everyone weekend is going well and full of greatness. It was a must that I let you all know what a wake-up call I received yesterday at the event for the Children in Brooklyn. I first would like to thank James Libsons of AMAG Magazine for extending and invitation to me to share my works and mission of "The No Curse Tour!" Secondly, I was blessed to have been among great people that shared their time, love and concern for our younger generation. Let me make it known that there were no cameras, lights and action, however there were many young people ears in the house that were ready, willing and able to receive what each one of us speakers had to deliver.
Before I go on, I must give a big shout to a very young multi-talented 10 year old I met yesterday, and she is known to us as Aryjai Sims. What a powerful young lady and I must note she is filled with an Anointed Personality. For those that know I sometimes get the itch to do my old school rap, lol, well let me tell you when I opened the floor for any rappers in the house Miss Aryjai got on the microphone and um did her thing! I give much respect and love to her parents as well, because it shows through Aryjai that she has a powerful and loving foundation. So be on the look our for Ms. Aryjai, please believe she will be a household name in the near future. Note this was not a talent show, however a Teen Awareness Day Vol.2 sponsored by The Fort Greene Volunteers, Inc and AMAG/Awareness Magazine.
Okay, now, back to the subject, What a wake-up call, stems from yesterday event. As I was speaking with the audience my spirit lead me to ask the interest of our youths and their future occupations. When I asked how many wanted to become a rapper, singers, dancers, more hands were raised than when I asked how many wanted to become a doctor, lawyer, etc.. Now I don't know if you can add, but um I added up too many of our youths interests are becoming what they see from the tube and hear on the radio.
Hello, can you hear me now, what a wake-up call it was, and I am here to let everyone that is in myspace network and in the industry we have a major problem. The solution is simple, each one of us need to take the time out to think before we produce and sell to the mass of the entertainment lovers. When making music we're not thinking about making music to please an eight year old child, however we're writing and producing for adults. I hope I am speaking correctly and many are reading correcting. I said we're in a state of TROUBLE. We have the wrong audience buying adult music. The sad thing is that they know word for word to the lyrics. I also did a bit of another observation, and I asked how many know the chicken noodle dance, many again raised their hands. Well I asked for them to come up and whomever the audience picked would get a t-shirt. Yes it was a STOP CUSSIN t-shirt. Anywho, we didn't have any music, however I tried to create a beat and even attempted to sing the song until I was corrected by a young Warrior named Terrell, from Queens, he said,"um no, let me sing it," lol. I had to laugh, but at the same time I allowed them to show us what they are thinking and how they express themselves. Well the dance contest went well, and it was cute. Now that's not all. Okay, after we choose the best chicken noodle soup dancer Mr. Terrell decided to show us how to really do the chicken little soup. Well, again I attempted to sing the song, lol, and um, again I was told um no, I will sing it, this time it was by Ms. Aryjai. Yes the multi-talented and gifted young lady I mention to you about earlier. Well, Mr. Terrell and Ms. Aryjai gave us a show. We all enjoyed it and I had to give Terrell t-shirt as well. Now please note that I had originally called on Terrell, because earlier in the program, an very gifted and talented songtress named B'Anka Brown asked the youths some questions before she sang, and I mean sanged her song. Well, Mr. Terrell mentioned in his answer that he believe and trust in God. Now, I don't know about you, however, not too many of our youths speak about knowing him or acknowledging him without calling his name out in vain. So I had already tag him to be part of my allowance time. It goes to show us all that we're always being watched, so you have to be careful on your actions you take daily.
Okay, so anywho after the chicken noodle soup dance was completed I proceeded to speak a bit more. I had a couple of t-shirts left so I had a spelling bee. Now, mind you I am in the house of 3rd to 8th grades not including the adults that were present. I asked them who can spell the word Education. The first three mis-spelled it, however the fourth person spelled it correctly. That fourth person being you guessed it Ms. Aryjai, lol. Please note I again stress that this is a Wake-Up Call, because our youths know a song word for word, however could not spell a word that is so important in their lives, "EDUCATION!"
There is difinitely a problem and as I noted the solution is that we need to WAKE-UP and stop smelling the coffee, get the required amount of rest and become more involved in your children lives. If you're not a parent take sometime our for someone else child that may not even know how to read, um. We're losing our future generation at a rapid pace.
I am about to challenge everyone right now. If I was to come to your next event can I count on you to give me a donation to give to a well-needed youth for clothes or even to open up a fund for their EDUCATION? For anyone that know of me, knows I don't have a problem with stepping out of the norm, remember I am YOUR NDPENDENT WOMAN, and I do things many will only speak of doing. If you want to make it easier, you can send me the donation and I will tell you whom it was given to and their contact information. If you dare to give, I will dare to step in one's event with a plastic water bottle and ask for a donation to give to toward our YOUTHS for tomorrow.
Whew, I think I covered everything. I pray that you received what I revealed. If we stay in a selfish mode, how can one expect the masses to be fed with proper nutrients? Um, one to think about.
Okay, I think I picked your brains for now, however, please note that the mission is gearing for more great things, venues and events in 2007. I am available for guest speaking, hosting of events, or interviews. Remember, *I am allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH ! *
How do you want to be remember when you exist this land we know as Earth? Can another grow from your TITLE or your LEGACY? It's time to clean out your closet and recognize this is a WAKE-UP CALL!
For those that are not aware I am looking for sponsorship for our MOVEMENT. I am stilling accept press kits and material for interested participates. All I need to know is what are you willing to do to make a difference in our future generation today? What can you contribute to the MOVEMENT for 2007? No EGO accepted! NO NEGATIVE ENERGY WELCOMED!
Feel free to send your package or inquiry to the following address Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now Inc., P.O. Box 740346, Bronx, NY 10474 Attn: TNCT 2007.
Oh I almost forgot I also would live to extend my gratitude to Rham of Protege Magazine. He took the time to sit down and conduct an interview with Your Ndpendent Woman. Anointed things are happening for 2007! Be sure you make a change is something you do on a regular, it will make a big difference in your life!
Don't forget to support, visit and purchase an item of your choice at our online store www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids , or www.cafepress.com/stopcussin.
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
www.stopcussin.com
www.thenocursetour.com
www.missrightnowinc.com
* I am allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH ! *
I pray everyone weekend is going well and full of greatness. It was a must that I let you all know what a wake-up call I received yesterday at the event for the Children in Brooklyn. I first would like to thank James Libsons of AMAG Magazine for extending and invitation to me to share my works and mission of "The No Curse Tour!" Secondly, I was blessed to have been among great people that shared their time, love and concern for our younger generation. Let me make it known that there were no cameras, lights and action, however there were many young people ears in the house that were ready, willing and able to receive what each one of us speakers had to deliver.
Before I go on, I must give a big shout to a very young multi-talented 10 year old I met yesterday, and she is known to us as Aryjai Sims. What a powerful young lady and I must note she is filled with an Anointed Personality. For those that know I sometimes get the itch to do my old school rap, lol, well let me tell you when I opened the floor for any rappers in the house Miss Aryjai got on the microphone and um did her thing! I give much respect and love to her parents as well, because it shows through Aryjai that she has a powerful and loving foundation. So be on the look our for Ms. Aryjai, please believe she will be a household name in the near future. Note this was not a talent show, however a Teen Awareness Day Vol.2 sponsored by The Fort Greene Volunteers, Inc and AMAG/Awareness Magazine.
Okay, now, back to the subject, What a wake-up call, stems from yesterday event. As I was speaking with the audience my spirit lead me to ask the interest of our youths and their future occupations. When I asked how many wanted to become a rapper, singers, dancers, more hands were raised than when I asked how many wanted to become a doctor, lawyer, etc.. Now I don't know if you can add, but um I added up too many of our youths interests are becoming what they see from the tube and hear on the radio.
Hello, can you hear me now, what a wake-up call it was, and I am here to let everyone that is in myspace network and in the industry we have a major problem. The solution is simple, each one of us need to take the time out to think before we produce and sell to the mass of the entertainment lovers. When making music we're not thinking about making music to please an eight year old child, however we're writing and producing for adults. I hope I am speaking correctly and many are reading correcting. I said we're in a state of TROUBLE. We have the wrong audience buying adult music. The sad thing is that they know word for word to the lyrics. I also did a bit of another observation, and I asked how many know the chicken noodle dance, many again raised their hands. Well I asked for them to come up and whomever the audience picked would get a t-shirt. Yes it was a STOP CUSSIN t-shirt. Anywho, we didn't have any music, however I tried to create a beat and even attempted to sing the song until I was corrected by a young Warrior named Terrell, from Queens, he said,"um no, let me sing it," lol. I had to laugh, but at the same time I allowed them to show us what they are thinking and how they express themselves. Well the dance contest went well, and it was cute. Now that's not all. Okay, after we choose the best chicken noodle soup dancer Mr. Terrell decided to show us how to really do the chicken little soup. Well, again I attempted to sing the song, lol, and um, again I was told um no, I will sing it, this time it was by Ms. Aryjai. Yes the multi-talented and gifted young lady I mention to you about earlier. Well, Mr. Terrell and Ms. Aryjai gave us a show. We all enjoyed it and I had to give Terrell t-shirt as well. Now please note that I had originally called on Terrell, because earlier in the program, an very gifted and talented songtress named B'Anka Brown asked the youths some questions before she sang, and I mean sanged her song. Well, Mr. Terrell mentioned in his answer that he believe and trust in God. Now, I don't know about you, however, not too many of our youths speak about knowing him or acknowledging him without calling his name out in vain. So I had already tag him to be part of my allowance time. It goes to show us all that we're always being watched, so you have to be careful on your actions you take daily.
Okay, so anywho after the chicken noodle soup dance was completed I proceeded to speak a bit more. I had a couple of t-shirts left so I had a spelling bee. Now, mind you I am in the house of 3rd to 8th grades not including the adults that were present. I asked them who can spell the word Education. The first three mis-spelled it, however the fourth person spelled it correctly. That fourth person being you guessed it Ms. Aryjai, lol. Please note I again stress that this is a Wake-Up Call, because our youths know a song word for word, however could not spell a word that is so important in their lives, "EDUCATION!"
There is difinitely a problem and as I noted the solution is that we need to WAKE-UP and stop smelling the coffee, get the required amount of rest and become more involved in your children lives. If you're not a parent take sometime our for someone else child that may not even know how to read, um. We're losing our future generation at a rapid pace.
I am about to challenge everyone right now. If I was to come to your next event can I count on you to give me a donation to give to a well-needed youth for clothes or even to open up a fund for their EDUCATION? For anyone that know of me, knows I don't have a problem with stepping out of the norm, remember I am YOUR NDPENDENT WOMAN, and I do things many will only speak of doing. If you want to make it easier, you can send me the donation and I will tell you whom it was given to and their contact information. If you dare to give, I will dare to step in one's event with a plastic water bottle and ask for a donation to give to toward our YOUTHS for tomorrow.
Whew, I think I covered everything. I pray that you received what I revealed. If we stay in a selfish mode, how can one expect the masses to be fed with proper nutrients? Um, one to think about.
Okay, I think I picked your brains for now, however, please note that the mission is gearing for more great things, venues and events in 2007. I am available for guest speaking, hosting of events, or interviews. Remember, *I am allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH ! *
How do you want to be remember when you exist this land we know as Earth? Can another grow from your TITLE or your LEGACY? It's time to clean out your closet and recognize this is a WAKE-UP CALL!
For those that are not aware I am looking for sponsorship for our MOVEMENT. I am stilling accept press kits and material for interested participates. All I need to know is what are you willing to do to make a difference in our future generation today? What can you contribute to the MOVEMENT for 2007? No EGO accepted! NO NEGATIVE ENERGY WELCOMED!
Feel free to send your package or inquiry to the following address Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now Inc., P.O. Box 740346, Bronx, NY 10474 Attn: TNCT 2007.
Oh I almost forgot I also would live to extend my gratitude to Rham of Protege Magazine. He took the time to sit down and conduct an interview with Your Ndpendent Woman. Anointed things are happening for 2007! Be sure you make a change is something you do on a regular, it will make a big difference in your life!
Don't forget to support, visit and purchase an item of your choice at our online store www.cafepress.com/stopcussin4kids , or www.cafepress.com/stopcussin.
Respect Given Always,
Your Ndpendent Woman
Tonya E. aka Miss Right Now
www.stopcussin.com
www.thenocursetour.com
www.missrightnowinc.com
* I am allergic to STARDOM, however a big fan to TRUTH ! *
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